It has been rough lately. I've been having some tough times. I'm actually going to write tonight - I'm thinking maybe that is one of my problems. I've always thought of myself as an "open" person but... I think I am open to an extent. I have been going through a lot it feels like these past few weeks and have had to try and really figure myself out - which sounds like it should be easy... but not for me. I've had to make some tough (I'm using this word a lot) decisions and have dealt with doubting whether or not I have made the correct one. I'm very grateful for the people in my life though - ALL the people - and the support that they give me.
Last night I was able to stay at my sister's house so that I could be there bright and early this morning to babysit. I LOVE my nephews. My 3-year old nephew telling you that he loves you is one thing that always makes me feel better, no matter the circumstances. I was excited to see them because they were excited that I was staying the night. We had fun watching movies... playing.. building a fort.. and yes making sugar cookies. I know it probably seems like I am obsessed with sugar cookies lately (which is odd because they really are not my favorite cookie AT ALL) but I thought the color dough could be really fun for little kids. Have plain shaped
cookies all ready to put in the oven and have colored shapes for the kids to put on top - genius right? What we did today - we made dinosaur cookies with polka dots! They had a lot of fun decorating the dinosaurs with blue and green polka dots, they looked cute too... but I was not
impressed with the recipe I chose though. Even though they looked cute - I warned my sister and brother in law NOT to eat them. They were not too tasty, even though the dough prior to baking tasted fine.
They cheered me up... even if K soaked me with spit up ALL day today.

Cookies prior to decorating and baking..

Polka dotted dinosaur sugar cookies. (Amazing placement of the polka dots huh?)

I am also getting excited for my future.... well soon to be new camera. KaMaili, I guess you are right... I deal with stress by spending money. I have been long waiting a camera like this though. The Nikon D5000 has my eye and I am planning to order it - either tonight or tomorrow. Isn't it pretty? I can't wait to get it and spend much time playing with it. The first place I want to go and try it out once I have it... is the Mesa Arizona Temple. I can't get enough of the Temple lately and it is one of my favorite places to photograph so it is perfect. I'll have to figure out what I am doing with the camera first but.. thats the plan.